WHAT IS FULLNESS OF LIFE?
It was
way back in 1990, about three months after my husband had (finally!) entered the
rooms of recovery. For twenty years of marriage, we been acting like Zelda and
Scott, wild and child-free, determined never to be a boring, old, married
couple like our parents, whose marriages were proper and (we thought) pedestrian). We lived in resort towns,
racing sailboats with yachtsmen -- and drinking with the best of them. We had
never wanted children because we, like Peter Pan and the Lost Boys, wanted to
never grow up -- we had the idea that life inevitably turned into drudgery for
those who became parents.
Imagine
our dismay when I found myself pregnant at age 43 -- brand new in recovery. My
reaction was the first line of the Serenity Prayer: I felt we needed “the
serenity to accept the things we cannot change.” My husband, on the other hand,
felt we needed to focus on the second line, saying we needed “the
courage to change the things we can.” After a week of meeting with doctors,
ministers, sponsors, and ultrasound technicians, it turned out to be the third
line that we needed: “the wisdom to know the difference.” This baby was not
something we could change. This child was God’s idea, someone He’d had in mind
all along. And God used the Serenity Prayer to make that clear to us.
I had come home from the doctor, certain that this
baby was God’s idea and that I was going to walk through this, with or without my
husband, when the telephone rang. It was my husband, calling from a telephone
booth at a rest area somewhere along the parkway. It was urgent, he said. He
was literally shouting (which was uncharacteristic of this generally reserved
and gentle man), "It’s the third line!" he was exclaiming into the
phone. "It’s the wisdom to know the difference!" I couldn’t believe
what I was hearing, but my husband went on. "This child is half mine, and
I can’t walk away from him."
This is evidence from
my past -- proof that when I finally admit “I can’t!” and surrender it to God, I am walking where miracles
happen, in Fullness of Life in Christ and by the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Today’s question: Have
you a Divine Intervention to share? If so, please do!
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